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E for elinselin.
E for everlasting.
E for excitment.
E.
The Only Letter.
for me.

hahaha, the title of this is lameeeeeeeeeeeee i know XD

lol

and the lamest thing is that, this the end of the post!
see ya.

BYE. wwwwwwwwwwww

人总是犯贱的。

  • Jul. 22nd, 2009 at 9:01 PM


so i am being indirectly scolded.
wth,?
i supposed that i didn't do anything wrong.

then we came back to the point, contribution.
you expected me to contribute while i only know your name and your fucking face?
please lar, people don't usually work their butts off for someone they are not close to isnt it?

put yourself in the other's shoes once in a while larh.
IT SEEMS TO ME THAT YOU ARE ACTING LIKE THE WHOLE WORLD MUST REVOLVE AROUND YOU.  - -
and it kinda pisses me off.

i am sure you know who you are, welcome to find me through sms.

PS: this particular person is not from our school so please don't misunderstand, thank you. =)

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btw, why are some people having low-self esteem when they actually made whole lot of friends all the time?
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我以为自己不会受影响,不过现实终是残酷的。
有时候我在想,我到底算不算是一个好朋友?
总觉得最近,和许多朋友之间的关系都渐渐淡了。
所谓的疏远。
想不起来是谁先开始的或是怎么开始的。
为什么,我开始认为没有人关心我,想挽留我?
自信已经燃烧始尽,怎样才能重拾?

信赖的人很难找,也很难维系关系……于是我发现自己是这方面的菜鸟。
难道做朋友是单方面的拼搏?

所以说是人都犯贱,总是会向自己所没有的特质靠近。
可他们却根本没有发觉,其实完全就合不来。

怎么办,我已经有一点开始崩溃了。




好害怕自己会变成,孤单一个人。
因为,已经体会过这种寂寞的滋味。
所以,才会非常的惧怕。






信赖的人,对你却只是止步于普通朋友。
可是,交心这种举动,是非常重要的,不是么?



我需要肯定。

神经衰弱。

  • Jul. 12th, 2009 at 11:37 AM


右25号要来新加坡!!!!

>w<

lemon flavour [handsoap with peach] ? *0*

  • Jun. 28th, 2009 at 3:12 PM


SO, tmr, the, school, reopens, and, once, again, we, need, to, go, back, cause, there's, no, EXTENDED-HOLIDAY.

=(

............
how arhs. i haven't finish my homework yet, especially those that we have to print out.......
HOW DO YOU EXPECT ME TO PRINT OUT MY HOMEWORK WITH NO PRINTER?!
tsk.

so, tmr need to bring thermometer to school, and idk where did i place them - -

working now, so basically sianned,.
i hate customers that called every 10 mins after ordering a gas - -
the drivers arn't super-men okay? OTL

Then later need go alexandra hospital to visit somebody...
haiz.
been going for like, the whole week...?
sian lor
everytime we go in,have to go through the troublesome temperature screening....
the thing i hate the most is the stupid sticker with idk how many colors...i got a purple one yesterday and a red the other day - -
i didnt go for camp just because of this - -
walao.

what happened to the handsoap in the hospital...?
it wrotes [handsoap with peach] but i can only smell lemon on it - -
lol

and i dislike riding on motobike.
real scary >.<
i can feel my leg muscle cramps when the motobike made a turn...
OTL
so i like cars better. especially sitting at the front =D

aiya, im siaaaned.
i still got alot half-done homeworks - -
die die.

but i finished all my chinese homework! ;D
okay, i know that's not something to brag about - -
i need to improve my english!...>.<

yoyo is going to australia...
oh-dear.
don't know, is smsing from singapore to china cheaper or more expensive than to australia...?
lol

half-stolen quiz. XD

  • Jun. 21st, 2009 at 6:48 PM

Well, saw this quiz and was justing thinking of ripping it off, saw my name been tagged.
lol.

It's from AUDREY KANG FANG TING ☆  XD


1. Besides lips, where is your spot to get kissed?1. Besides lips, where is your spot to get kissed?
- on the face will be way enough - -

2. How do You feel when you woke up this morning?
- eek, morning, i hate you.  I always have difficulty waking up in the morning. tsk.

3. Who was that last person you talked with?
- customer over the phone.

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
- YES. i am a spoiled child. and YOU are a spoild brat! XP

5. Would you donate blood?
- yup why not? =D

6. Have you ever have a best friend who opposite sex?
-  yup why not? =D  (again)

7. Do you want someone dead?
-  depends. if it's someone from 2D space then i dun mind them dying coz they are not alive in the first place ^^;; 

8. What does your last sms says?
- [lol what camp?]

9.What are you thinking now?
- hurry up and knock off! i wanna dinner D=

10. Do you wish someone with you right now?
- I WANT MOMMY~~~~~~~~~~~~~ >w<

11. What time you went to bed last night?
- err, fell asleep on the sofa while using netbook yesterday, by the time i wake up and went to bed should be round 11pm ba.. ^^;; 

14. Who was the last person you texted?
- audrey, then she no reply le . lol

15. 10 people tagged to do quiz
- dunnoe *10
16. Who is 2 having a relationship with?
17. Is 3 a female?
18. If 7 and 6 get together,would it be a good thing?
19. What is 1 studying about?
20. What was the last time you chatted with 5?
21. Is 4 single?
22. Say something about 2?
23. What do you think of 3 and 6 being together?
24. What do You think if 6 and 7 fight?
25. Do You like 3?

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage:
- "Zinc for life" Natural Mineral Water from SUPERGalvanising XD

2. Last phone call:
- grandma&grandpa in china >w<

3. Last text message:
- ? i tot asked liao.

4. Last song You listened to:
- Carmen, OMG im so in love.

5. Last time You cried:
- just now...was reading a post about how XXXXXXXXXX. so i cried. T_T

6. Dated someone twice:
- NANI?

7. Been cheated on:
- many times sia.

8. Kissed someone:
- I just kissed mama on her birthday 14/06 XD

9. Lost someone special:
- as in, forever or what?

10. Been depressed:
- That something we should get use to.

11. Been drunk and threw up:
- Err, i think no.  heard from my mom that i drank half a bottle of beer when i was 2 years old. its amazing that im still awake after that 0-0

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
- GREEN!
- GREY!
- BLOODY RED!
(currently.)

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend:
- yup =D

16. Laughed until You cried:
- think so..?

17. Met someone who changed You:
- No. and i dun wan to meet such people at all.

18. Found out who Your true friends were:
- ?

19. Found out someone was talking about You:
- yes just recently. 

20. How many kids do You want to have:
- 2-3 would be enough >w<

21. Do You have pets:
- I HAD. but now...no...T_T

22. Do You want to change Your name:
- nononono/

23. What did You do for Your last birthdae:
- went for malay lesson =/

24. What time did You wake up today:
- 7am. or was it 7.15?

25. What were You doing at midnight last night:
- sleeping on the sofa - -

26. Name something You CANNOT wait for:
- DINNER!

27. Last time You saw Your Mother:
- today morning before i left the house.

28. What is one thing You wish You could change about Your life:
- Mom should find a good man and marry off.. i am just 拖累ing her.

29. What are You listening to right now:
- carmen >w<

30. Have You ever talked to a person named Tom:
- dun think so....

31. What's getting on Your nerves right now:
- hunger.

32. Most visited webpage:
- www.baidu.com  & www.kaixin.com

33. Whats Your real name:
- Tian Xiao lor. - -

34. Nicknames:
- E..or 晓.

35. Relationship Status:
- imi wakannai.

36. Zodiac sign?
- monkey tail + rooster head. ^^;;;

37. Male or female?:
- Female.

38. Elementary?:
- yuting primary in china and westview primary in singapore..lol

39. Middle School?:
- Jurong Secondary School

40. High school/college?:
- i have no idea.

41. Hair colour:
- black!  and i am sooo attracted to silver colour hair people. =D

42. Long or short:
- Long.

43. What do You like about Yourself?:
- ?

44. Piercings:
- 0

45. Tattoos:
- 0

46. Righty or lefty:
- Righty.

47. First surgery:
- cutting off my umbilical cord...=/ 

48. First piercing:
- no not yet

49. First best friend(s):
- someone in china that lived upstairs and is older than me by two hours....we have went to bath together before~ XD

50. First sport You joined:
- i hate sports.

51. First vacation:
- i guess its shanghai? when i'm 5. lol.  i dun call the trips to xulin vacations cause we were there to 祭祖。

52. First pair of trainers:
- ???

53. Eating:
- ....

54. Drinking:
- mineral water ;0

55. I'm about to:
- KNOCK OFF! 

56. Listening to:
- clock - -

57. Waiting on:
- the gas uncle to come back - -

YOUR FUTURE :
58. Want kids?:
- Yes!

59. Get Married?:
- yes =D

60.Career?
- something related to animals? or maybe not. XD

WHICH IS BETTER :
61. Lips or eyes:
- Eyes. 

62. Hugs or kisses:
- HUGS! i love teddy bears. ;D

63. Shorter or taller:
- definitely TALLER.

64. Older or Younger:
- both...?

65. Romantic or spontaneous:
- huh?

66. Nice stomach or nice arms:
- nice arms! or nice legs?XD

67. Sensitive or loud:
- loud.

68. Hook-up or relationship:
- forgive my lousy english.

69. Trouble maker or hesitant:
- ?

HAVE YOU EVER :
70. Kissed a stranger:
- nah.

71. Drank hard liquor:
- maybe...?0-0

72. Lost glasses/contacts:
- I dun even wear them when i actually need to =- -=

73. Sex on first date:
- never!

74. Broken someone's heart:
- dunnoe 0-0

75. Been arrested:
- YES!              just kidding XD

76. Turned someone down:
- yes//

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
77. Yourself.
- yes. most of the time.

78. Miracles:
- yes.

79. Love at first sight:
- no.

80. Heaven:
- i believe in hungry ghost - -

81. Santa Claus:
- no. cause every year when it's christmas several santa claus would run around in their red-suit and a bag of actually-not-real gifts - -

82. Angels:
- no..

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
83. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time:
- nah.

84. Did you sing today?:
- yes/ XD

85. Ever cheated on somebody?:
- think so. 

86. If You could go back in time, how far would You go?:
- back to the day that my mom asked me if i would come to singapore. i will tell her a BIG NO-NO.

87. If You could pick a day from last Year and relive it, what would it be?:
- idk. =(

88. Are You afraid of falling in love?:
- yes.

89. Posting this as?:
- waiting for knocking off.

90. truths?:
- i am very hungry.

91. Love Yourself?:
- think so. i love what my mom gave me. =D


刚才花了不少时间去翻看js3627 sophia的相册。
里面有很多他家乡的图片,搭配了充满感情的描述。
心里一阵发酸,泪也就随着流了下来。

不知不觉地养成了习惯,每次上网总要到这个博客去看看。

一直以来都很喜欢他的文字,干净、一尘不染。
虽然点击量不多,可他还是照旧更新,完全跟着自己的步调走。
光这点我就十分佩服呢。

这是他其中一篇文章。
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       那灿烂的阳光,那下个不停的雨水,那些穿着热裤的女生,那些微微沁出背脊的汗水……初夏了,终于可以把冬衣收起来,把棉被好好地晒一晒,享受着夏夜凉风和美味的雪糕。雪糕很多人冬天都吃了,这时候肯定是豆腐花和凉粉的登场。我到超市买来了鱼胶粉做了好几款的果冻。而脑子里又想着做柠檬茶和大麦茶。

        夏天我们总是尽情地放纵,彻底地运动,大口地喝冻饮。在H1N1肆虐的时候,我们应该怎么好好地保护自己的健康?早上空腹喝一杯蜜糖水,润喉又排毒,上班时间不要把空调调得太冷,平时多喝水,晚饭后可以去散散步,做些运动,运动后不能马上喝冷饮,要保持身体的干爽,晚上早点休息。

        夏天来了,你在干什么呢?在等待暑假的来临?在想怎么搭配新款夏装?在烦恼去哪里避暑?夏天总是让人精神奕奕,谁会放过这个时候去尽情享受热情呢?而我就在等待,等待她有时候来找我,我每天在家里看书,养精蓄锐。

        夏蝉已经叫个不停,咋听烦躁,细听宁静,好像去烧烤,好像去旅游哦……

SNATCHED taggie! 8D

  • Jun. 6th, 2009 at 9:47 PM

I am just too bored~so went ahead and took it from hikaridranz~ XD


Firstly: If you've been tagged, you must write your answers in your own LJ and replace any question that you dislike with a new, original question.
Secondly: Tag eight people. Don't refuse to do that. Don't tag who tagged you.

01. Make a list of 5 things you can see:
a. hanphone
b. 合家同乐庆团圆 mouse statue decoration thingy 0-0
c. mickey mouse & friends - notepad
d. MY NEW EAR PIECE ~ wwww
e. COMICS Honey clover vol.1 from library & full metal alchemist vol.10 + 11 from god bro. =D

02. What is the time now?
21.54 pm

03. Is there anything in your fridge right now that you would never eat/drink?
TOO MUCH...wwww.

04. What's your occupation?
Student

05. Do you nap a lot?
nah, i usually fall into deep sleep XD

06. What was your first celebrity crush?
?  i'm not lesbian, so..urhss.,

07. What's your current fandom/obsession/addiction?
err....lazy to list out...>.<
basically H!P & POT
with addition of Yuzu + K + AKB48 + [......]

08. What are you listening to right now?
しょうがない梦追い人 by momusu >w<
so damn nice! lol.

09. What food could you eat every day for weeks and not get sick of?
HL milk...[?]

10. What websites do you always visit when you go online?
recently it's kaixin.com & baidu.com lurhs...
den hotmail.com , youtube, tudou.......alot  - -

11. What was the last thing you bought?
MY NEW EAR PIECE! rawr! www

12. What was the cutest thing you've seen today?
The primary school scouts boys at saribum scouts camp. XD
a bunch of loli shotas. XD

13. Does the weather affect your mood?
depends...if outdoor,yes and indoor no.

14. What is your zodiac sign?
Capricon   or monkey[?]

15. Name a song that makes you think about a ship/character that you like lately.♥
My Boy.

16. Weird dream
i rarely remembers dreams lately.  - -

17. Do you have any siblings?
nope.

18. What's something you'd like to say to someone right now?
[ Shhh,be more considerate please.  If you have the time to complain that you only had 4 hours of sleep, you might as well use the time to catch up some sleep. It's only 4&5 in the morning and we are required to wake up at 6. - -]  to whoever complained today morning whom slept at the tent right next to us.

19. What are your plans for next weekend?
tmr, part time.

20. Say something about the person who tagged you:
she didnt tag me, i stole this from her XD
[ paiseh paiseh. haha =P    and takuya is cute indeed >w<]


tag:
nah, very few friends in LJ so decided not to tag. XD

HEY! one month no post! lol

  • May. 31st, 2009 at 5:32 PM

just got back my report book on friday....
ugh ugh
haiz
erm..
sad laaaaaaaaa.

i really studied for this test...>.<
but it didnt turn out to be good...
in fact..not even an OKAY if you ask me
haiz

mom didnt start a cold war with me! YAY

but im pretty disappointed in myself..........
I FAILED MY CHEMISTRY!
well.
an excuse such as being sick the days before the exam is not acceptable at all.
that shows that i dont study at all.
and only studies right before the exam =/

my malay only got 51.4...barely passed OTL
plus i just realised that they count the mark in and make my total mark to be 900...OTL

and im too careless =/
i would have get much better result if i put in more effort! >.<

idk if i managed to get max.mark for chinese this time round....>.<
I am aiming for it.
lol
not something to show off coz i am a chinese.
but i just want to maintain it since i rarely got such high marks for my 1st language.
haha.
but since i didnt hand in homework....mrs chia deducted 6++ marks from my CA1..........OTL

guess i should quit whinning around..AND START STUDYING..
lol
really must study le.

crybaby also didnt get good result for his exam this time....>x<
haiz
must jiayou la!


 

ゆず/シシカバブー !

  • Apr. 26th, 2009 at 7:34 PM




超可爱的歌~wwwwww
女装超萌~

Apr. 10th, 2009

  • 11:22 AM

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

IT DOESN'T FEEL NICE WHEN YOU FLUNK YOUR TESTS! >.<

although in previous post i was like [ lalala i dun care]
but i do care.....
omg i faileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sob. T.T

quite moody yesterday since we got back our geog result.


but had a fun time during HMT lesson.
guessing words! =D

that's all.
just here to crap since im here.

Apr. 7th, 2009

  • 7:09 PM

lalalala~ i flunk my geog~

well, not something for me to be happy larh...
BUT WHO CARES?!  =D

tmr must go STAR sia wtf. = =
2 weeks to SYF and i still got alot of imperfection that SOMEONE keep kaobei-ing me about..
den must go this dunnoewhatthing lor.
although GULAOSHI very handsome *blush*, but den CO more importand larhhhhs - -
sian lor.

den today the mr boay so qian zou - -
so many people go ask him if can postpone test he say cant - -
wth lor.
no time to study at all.
but NEVERMINDS.  I FLUNKED ANYWAYS!     haiiiiisss....

idk if tmr i must go malay or not sia - -
i dun really feel like going nowadays
i hate sec 3  - -


today mom called GAS from another company.
lol.
we called for ESSO but  the gas man gave us SPC...den wan change lor., so mom called to their office and ask.
that guy so funny kept saying that esso cheaper den SPC and SPC cost $33.50?!
骗谁呢!?
LOL!

den while mom talking on the phone and we all waited for the result of their discussion.....

DIDI CAME!
LOL
he was selling chocolates with his friends.
i asked mom if can buy or not and she firmly shaked her head - -
but well, i dun eat chocolates anyways =|

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
HOW BORED CAN I GET....................- -

Apr. 7th, 2009

  • 7:07 PM

19回复:【那个谁】麻烦各位进来让我认识一下……
 
……突然有想壮大后宫的打算|||

P.S.小E联系我……有事情想问你的说……我知道新加坡一年四季几乎恒温你都不穿衣服的所以直接来这里了
  
 
作者:柒小紫 
  
 
2009-4-6 12:32   <input ... >回复此发言  
 
20回复:【那个谁】麻烦各位进来让我认识一下……
 
找E请直接联系右XD
  
 
作者:紫藤な梦 
  
 
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21回复:【那个谁】麻烦各位进来让我认识一下……
 
我貌似也算新人
  
 
作者:失野雨晨 
  
 
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22回复:【那个谁】麻烦各位进来让我认识一下……
 
紫啊,壮大后宫不要考虑E啊,她是我的人..
  
 
  
 
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23回复:【那个谁】麻烦各位进来让我认识一下……
 
又见强大的求婚宣言……

号召大家围观><迟了就被百小受吞了~
  
 
作者:紫藤な梦 
  
 
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纪念右右! 哈哈~

Apr. 5th, 2009

  • 12:19 PM

,

implicit
.



cried, shouted.
in my bed.
but all those got me to nowhere.

i will just be a faint image in your memory, 2 or 3 years later.

won't I?

im just someone that you cant trust.

Apr. 5th, 2009

  • 9:14 AM

再一次深深地感到,crybaby你,真的爱我。

还有我亲爱的母亲,那么的关心我,抚育我,爱我。

谢谢你们。

能和你们相遇,是我这短暂的生命中最美好的事。

这几天心情很糟。

发生了很多事。

很累。

还好有你们,让我在风雨中勇敢站起来。
如果不是你的安慰让我提起勇气,我想, 我现在应该还在逃避。

my dear crybaby,
为什么你从来不哭。
好让我安慰你,为你做一点事。
反而是我,经常在你面前哭泣。


亲爱的,还好你一直在我身边。

Mar. 21st, 2009

  • 7:58 PM

Just a short post.

WHY IS THERE SO MANY HOMEWORKS THAT WE MUST PRINT OUT AND DO?!
OMG I NO PRINTER LAHHHHH >.<

haiz.
and shell gas giving promotion again.
buy 10 get 1 free?!
plus cooking oil,umbrella,phone card?!

omg like that also can- -

Mar. 15th, 2009

  • 12:21 PM

JSS CULTURAL NIGHT! =D

wow, BIG BIG concert hall. but wait, SYF hall is much BIGGER! =D

had 2 tiring rehearsals. =O
but, well, time passes by real goddamn fast!

and i love the dressing room XD

modern dance and jumpstyle boys' item very nice >w<
the rest are not bad too =)
but
CO IS THE BEST OUT OF THE BEST LARHS  XD


actually the best part of the day was when we are in the dressing room slacking around waiting for our turn XD
haha

after dinner, hang around wif eemin.
saw ms lim,haha, and she ask us why in slippers .  LOL
coz courtshoe very stuffy and unhealthy mahhh.
XD
she say we very 邋遢, lol, coz we are in shirt and tie and skirt and SLIPPER! wwwwwww

went back to dressing room after that, slack around with shalen =)
did alot of stupid but fun things! wwwww

e.g.  saying jiayou to everyone hu walks past the corridor XD

and during the real thing.
ms tham's speech!
mr wong say he want more money for instruments when he heard ms tham saying that the school will give more fund to the CCAs.
ROFL

den during performance, played wrong a part >.<
omgomgomg
but it's fun larh.
i love the orchestra <3

but den the audience very noisy sia.
and they clapped damn loud when we are at bar 266,the 海浪 part.
lol.
i heard that it's because they thought it's the ending - -
WRONG!
haha
coz still got cello solo at bar 325 mahhhh XD

aiya.
the whole thing very fun larhs
haha

hope can have more opportunities like this nya~

Sec 1 camp'09 =D

  • Mar. 8th, 2009 at 11:30 AM

went for sec 1 camp to facilitate =D

had to skip CO on friday D=
but neverminds it's a rehearsal and i did go for the practice on saturaday =)

sec 1 camp quite fun in the later part.
haha
coz at first my group's boys quite naugty larhs always wander around and not following the group
but then they become so sweet, haha
at night adventure they all followed me.
they noe that i'm there facilitator,not anyone else =DD
im so glad.  wwwwww

shout till my throat pain,
ughugh
lucky never get sore throat,
haha
if not dunnoe how im i going to work today
GOOD =D

generally things are okay for this week
except that we were told that going to change siiting arrangement liao
sian sian sian
sitting with yongjun is very fun larhs

if change around i sure cant get use de
now i hope that i dun get anyone that's so boring and un-fun >.<

I DUN WAN CHANGE SEAT LARHS! 
ROARRRR!

on friday me and yong jun go poke eachother like mad,
saying that this is the last poke.
haha!
fun! >w<

and coz i use to hug my bag during lesson and ms lappen once said that people hu hugs something are insecure
so he keep saying that
stop feeling insecure and take away my bag
ROFL


THE SON OF 裴勇俊 AND A SUNFLOWER!
XDDDDDDDD
 

Mar. 1st, 2009

  • 2:18 PM









THE SCHOOL IS SO EMPTY!
 
taken by me, on thursday 6..30 pm
CO STORE  =D

i love practices =DDDD

and

I WANT TO CHANGE A HANDPHONE...MOM...OR BUY ME A CAMERA PLEASEEEE >_<

hahaha, sand art XD

  • Feb. 28th, 2009 at 3:03 PM



Friday, 27th march.
sports day.
at clementi stadium.

WHICH IS RIGHT NEXT TO WHERE I STAY LAST TIME .... >.<
i move to teban liao den go this stadium sia. -.-

anyways, 顺便 went to temple for mom's alcohol, for cooking de XD
caused some unhappiness for these.
haiz

THANKS TO EEMIN AND NATALIE DEAR DEAR ACCOMPANY GO TAKE =DD

den went to IMM

pepper lunch! =D
etc etc etc.
had fun =D

went to play sand art,
lol
suuuuuuper nice one can!~

I WANNA FUN FUN AND SHOUT LOUD! XDDDD